The words I've been waiting for
During the last two weeks, I have felt much better than I have in a long time. I've been able to do much more, to be more creative and actually get things done. All in a way that has reminded me about how I used to work years ago. I have felt that the energy has slowly started to return, and it has been a great feeling.
Today, I called my doctor to get an update on the latest blood tests that was made last week. Even before I explained why I called, he could tell that I should probably feel better than in a long time. The tests revealed that the anemia treatment has been very effective: The blood is completely restored to a perfectly healthy level. I still don't know what was causing it from the start, so I need to continue the treatment for yet a while to keep the levels up. But some clues have been found and I've been told that I should not worry too much about it.
In other words, the boosts of inspiration and the ability to spend all night long working on some crazy idea that I got from nowhere, was not a co-incidence. I have been slow, tired and lazy for years, all for a reason. Having found the error and a way to restore it, I should be able to do a lot of exciting things that I've avoided for a long time. Perhaps it is time to bring back the music again?


